LEARN

                                                    December 26th , 2018

I have never been enough time for playing and enjoying the youth age before.Till I got this chapter of life. I found something that makes me feel better and grateful today. 

Can't deny, even though there is still something that has been making me sad for past few years. I know sometimes I still make little trouble for my family. 

Day by day struggling to survive. No one helps has been always in my mind. So, I always do anything by myself. I was so insecure, egoist, unstable and so childish before. 

Going through  many problems for past few years gradually changing my mind. I became quite calm and now I've been starting to accept all things that happened to me a little by little. It was hard, really. Merely like "nightmares". But it's something that people call as "reality" HAHA damn!. 

I used to be alone before.Now, I started to be more open about people. Trying any new opportunities to build a better life, a better person I could be .